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Officer Rice was called in by Officer Sloan as back-up

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40 years of Kroll model releases

Officer Rice was called in as back-up for officer Sloan towards evening March 11, 2017.
I was approached by Sheriff Sloan from inside my `corner’ Bashas at Kolb and Sunrise near Sabino Canyon. There was a report that I was photographing girls. I told her I wasn’t and showed her the last shot on my Leica M9 camera which was of two file boxes of model releases taken hours earlier in my kitchen.  My newly hired assistant, Shawna, had organized the releases by date, which had taken several hours. More than 35 years worth of dated model releases! I had had models sign releases since the mid seventies up through yesterday. Suspicious- not believing my word, Officer Sloan asked to see more images on my camera so I scrolled further back showing her shots I had taken of my platinum blonde friendTatum the day before. Officer Sloan asked her age and I told her 22 years old and that I had her signed model release back at my house. The officer proceeded to scroll through the entire set of over 100 images..not a single one taken at Bashas’.

The Pima country officer told me the management had told her to have me escorted off the property for photographing women!
Less than an hour earlier I had been sitting against the outside wall of Bashas reading the New York Times from yesterday. I noticed the Bashas’ platinum blonde adult female worker I had done a portrait of, months earlier. I wanted her to see what I had shot of Tatum


Tatum in rubber at the de Grazia


 which was still in my camera and approached her. She was being directed by one of her superior’s to go clean up a mess. I waited for her co-worker to disappear then approached the platinum blonde and showed her a portrait of Tatum which she acknowledged then I walked back to my table.

Two young men in matching blue shirts came over and sat nearby and wanted to talk. (strange) One asked what I did and I said, without raising my head, I photographed women. The other one made a snide remark and I fired something equally snide back at him. He implied that what I was doing was wrong then told me  he was a modern day Jesus. He then suggested I leave Bashas. Incredulous, I refused. The other guy said he drove an ambulance and saved people’s lives. I told the two civilians I wasn’t leaving.


Ten minutes later officer Sloan (badge #7840) approached me. She told, misspelling Bashas (Bashe’s), that Tom the manager had ordered me off the premises and gave me my case number #170312220, written on her card. Fortunately I had been on the phone with my artist friend Gail and she heard the entire incredible exchange with Sloan as I left the phone on and put it on a table between me and the officer.  Later, Gail said it sounded like a scene from George Orwell’s 1984.

Sloan made it sound like I had to defend myself and I pointed out I thought in America one is innocent until proven guilty. She had seen every image in my camera and knew the accusation that I had photographed a woman on premises was untrue. It didn’t matter, she had Rice follow me to my car while she got the case number.

A similar situation had occurred at the Whole Foods store at River and Craycroft years ago.
 I work on my photos in public areas where there is internet because I choose not to have internet at my house.  Often what I work on involves adult erotica.

 Helmut Lang, the popular clothing company, has just asked me to work with them as they have done with previous artists Robert Mapplethorpe, Louise Bouregoise and Jenny Holzer. They want to make 1000 posters of 3 of my images promoting our collaboration.
 Jocko Weyland from Tucson MOCA recently chose one of my photos for a group show at the museum. Tucson Weekly did a cover story on my photographs in the May 2016 issue written by Brian Smith.
 I don’t flaunt my images when I use the internet in public places. My screen and the images on the screen, are not visible to anyone.

I remind myself of Lenny Bruce at the end of his life when he would rant and rave and write about how the police harassed his niteclub act.

The freedoms of expression are being squished by the same general paranoia that is dampening the world. The police state is either here or coming. Robert Frank could not make his fine book, the Americans (1958), today. Anyone that knows me will attest that I am interested in recording all peoples of visual interest (I have a degree from the University of Colorado in cultural anthropology). Man or woman. I am attacked and attacked again.

I remind myself of Lenny Bruce at the end of his life when he would rant and rave and write about how the police harass him.

Stupidity and ignorance are winning out. If cancer doesn’t get one then narrow mindedness will. I’m no angel but neither am I Satan. I photograph adult women in a modern day fashion (my TASCHEN book, Fetish Girls, has sold over 250,000 copies world wide). I am NOT a child pornographer photographing children. I have two grown children, Leah and Willa. I co-raised them in San Francisco. I make photographs of people.



The Prom

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It's been a difficult couple of weeks. My dear friend George Pitts died in NYC. He was photo editor at Vibe and Life magazine and taught at the New School for Social Research.





me and George with our muse, Melanie King, between us at a party I threw at Spain on west 13th st in Manhattan a few years back

Howard (the duck) from the Home associaion threatened to handcuff me if I used the community pool in my gated community. I owed the association money it turned out. I paid them in full in two days  thanks to my friend Eric before they began foreclosure proceedings.


me at work in my outside kitchen eating area after a flood destroyed several valuable photo books


the mesquite tree is gone but I'm NOT

I'm a collector and fun for me is driving around to my"spots" on a weekly (daily) basis. One of the places I go is the first Sunday of the month Tanque Verde antique fair on east Tanque Verde. Last month I bought a small yellow Texas photo album packet from a photo shop dated 1957! It was prom nite!


















wow. right!!!!

this is the same year I went to the prom with local girl (not from my private school) Judy Flynn






















She wanted it Darker

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Tatum said exactly that after I first met her. She was extremely cautious and brought her grandmother in law (who had a tuff of purple hair to go with her grey hair). It was during the day and I do live in a gated community so it struck me as odd. I had gone to a terrible erotics art show (amateurish) on Grant I thnk. As I was pulling away I noticed a platinum blonde pull up in a canary yellow Nissan truck. I told her of my obsession with platinum and she let me take a single photo.



She saw it in my camera and asked if I'd send it to her.
I did and I asked her to pose and she was wary and brought her elder. I mistakenly put her in white including a cowgirl hat and toy guns.




 She seemed disinterested until I mentioned rubber and she said she wanted it darker. When she came to formally pose I gave her that.

Out of the Darkness and into phone access

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I left my friend Eric Datz and his family in Lincoln City and dove/drove into the heart of Oregon. Somehow i lost my Leica battery charger so had to switch to my film hasslebad camera. I pulled over on rt 20 as it was climbing into the mountains and fell asleep at the side of the road. A good sleep and when I woke I headed up. Suddenly snow on both sides of the road. I kept saying to myself "I didn't pay for this". Then the flashing light that said " put your chains on". What! But the snow never fell and the roads remained clear but the landscape was Alaskan and Mt. Washington and SNOW. Somehow I got out and ended uup in Bend for delicious Szchuan diner then onto to Burns, Oregon where the Pauite Indians are. But NO phone reception. That felt bad. Now I'm in Ontario, Oregon in a coffee house called Jolts & Juice and a young woman is spilling her life to another girlfriend as though I didnt exist. "He's putting pressure on me...We go to church together but.." and on and on.

"I only met his dad a couple of times"

After I shot Tatum she asked if she could bring her friends- a brother and sister into altering found thrift store pieces and selling them on ebay or esty. The sister, Ashley, had gone to FIT. I explained to Joey that i didnt shoot guys and I'd be concentrating on Ashley. After a short time I realized Ashley and Joey were also sisters and Joey was a transgender.



We kept shooting.


Ashley, Joey, Tatum on the way to my community pool

Joey in style



Tatum by the pool in gold



Ashley leading the team







breakfast in Bliss, Idaho at the Ox Bow diner

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I misspent my travelling allowance on women's one piece bathing suits in eastern Oregon so sleep fitfully in the passenger seat of my rental at a rest stop along interstate 84. There's a Sinclair dino outside my window and I hope to photo it with film! My Leica digital is asleep till I find the battery charger which I probably left on the road at one of my friend's houses.
I visited the Pauite reservation in the east end of Burns and I passed through the Shoshone reservation last nite. These are names that run wild in my imagination.
One of the reasons I went to LA was to attend my close friend Whitney Ward's husband's (Joe Coleman) opening at Fullerton college gallery. Its always great to see her and him but I also get to see her costuming. I drove out with my friend photographer Durmel DeLeon, Veronica Fernandez, beauty and art dealer, and Jeffery Deitch, art mover extrordinaire.
The next day at the Museum of Death, Whitney and Joe unveiled the twin coffins they had made in Ghana.


with their matching Ghana coffins at the Death Museum



always a pleasure to see again the fine work of Autumn's Dark Garden corsetry. 


after the opening in Fullerton there was an after party at a local Middle Eastern restaurant. Here Veronica orders.


Jeffery orders Middle Eastern

some attendees att the Death Museum

later in LA I revisited with old friends. 


Jon Scwartz at Cora's in Santa Monica


Jon and my breakfast at Cora's


Elia Katz at Swinger's, the first diner we have shared since the passing of his dad, Leon Katz.

I was to meet with Bill Margold, ex porn star and friend of Titus Moody, but he passed. By Bill.

When I got to Dave and Ori's west Hollywood home Ori had been at photographer Ed Fox's 50th birthday. I wanted to be invited but Ed wouldnt let me come with my art friends. Was it because he had carelessly photographed my then 16 year old daughter, Leah's feet. Was it because he thought I wanted him to make lovde to my girlfriend also in Palm Springs many years ago or was it because he wanted to spend time photographing Melanie King whom he met at a LA Chinatown Naz opening and I didnt feel there was that much time for her and me so I nixed it.
Ori was feeling no pain and I declared either she got sober or I got as high as her. I asked Dave to shoot she and I pontificating.

succulents along Pico blvd almost to Santa Monica

after LA I went and stayed with Bob Adler and his wife and daughter. and felice! which encouraged me to resizee olf shots of her when we lived on Bush street in SF many years ago.


Felice checks her height on Bush st SF


entrance to my Bush st basement apartment in SF

I'm doing an art collaboration with Helmut Lang similar to what they did with Mapplethorpe, Louise Bourqoise and others. They asked to see outtakes from my first book "Sex Objects". I sent one hundred. I thought a 500 page book of the outtakes and paper ephemera would make a great TASCHEN collaboration. Here is a postcard from writer Gay Talese I got after I sent him a copy of the bk.


Benedikt didnt agree and turned it down without explanation (Kings of their kingdom don't need to explain a darn thing)


My friend Terry Trainwreck who I was introduced to by the writer Brian Smith. If you every have a chance see Trainwreck. Lore from the mouth says Trainwreck fed a hungry Al Foul living on the streets back in the 80's in the lower eastside of NYC. I guess stranger things have happened.













Whatever the f ck it is that I need, this isn't it

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I have a few friends that watch television and some friends more that go to movies incessantly. When I find it (the internet) I go to tumblr. That's where my photo ideas come from. That's where I find humor and erotica. This wise cartoon came from http://cuddleninja.tumblr.com/archive.


You hve no idea how many women I sent this to

I've written of the importance of my new friend Tatum. How she brought me Joey and her sister. She told me she was jello wrestling with Kayla to raise money for AIDS awareness so I volunteered to shoot the two ladies prior to the jello fight (off 4th avenue this past Saturday). They came to my house and we shot. I thought one woman hosing the other over her under clothes would raise money. It did. Over 5 hundred dollars!


Kayla and Tatum arm and arm


Kayla primes her hose


Tatum gets hosed




Tatum gets soaks. The role playing aspect of the hosing came from a time I was hosting two girl friends out in my house in East Marion Long Island. Christine was huge and beautiful and had been to Attica prison from defenetrating an intruder in the East Village of NYC and Vanessa, though a part time `dom' was consideably smaller than Christine. They were both wearing vintage girdles, hose and  heels and it became a garden hose fight and Christine ruled. with in short order the front of Vanessa was soaked and I could see her give in to the more powerful Christine. I won't forget that scene nor the one between Kayla and Tatum in my backyard.







Travelling To Joshua Tree to see my old friend Robert Chouraqui

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If one reads my blog they know I seek out time to spend again with old friends. I did it with Bob Richardson, my lifelong friend from Bard College ('64 to '66) at Canyon de Chelly, Sherry Stein, my old girlfriend from University of Colorado ('66-'69) at Monument Valley and now my favorite French friend Robert Chouraqui from Paris (the '70s) in Joshua Tree.
Unfortunately, it takes me longer to pack for a week on the road. 150 more or less bikinis and one pieces. crazy black vintage fetish outfits, two blow up sex dolls etc. Instead of leaving at 10 am as planned I leave at 8 pm after breakfast (cheese omelette
)at Frank's
on Pima. I think to call Motel 6 in Twenty nine Palms and say I'll be late. She says she'll hold the room for me till 5 am and I tell that is ridiculous.
Not wanting to buy a map I look at a road atlas in a gas station along interstate 10 and the map shows a road going north out of Blythe (95) which intersects rt. 62 and head west to Twenty nine Palms.
I get on 95 and drive and drive and drive with little to no traffic and a star covered black sky that betters the Natural History museum Planetariium. Finally at 2 am I get spooked and stop and use the call box
and the operator switches me to a highway patrolman who says I havent gone far enough!! This is alfter passing the spookiest sign for "LOST LAKE".  These Hills Have Eyes is all I can see till highway 62 looms up and I take it.
I arrive at 4:45 am into the Motel six parking lot.
After a fitful 2 hours I meet Robert Chouraqui and his nephew in the lobby of the Holiday Inn Express. Robert and his nephew Yann wants to eat there and I kill that idea and ask the desk clerk where the hip breakfast place is and we drive west to Joshua Tree to the CrossRoads cafe and there is tattooed exotic tall blonde Brittany
. She's a model
and I suggest she let Mykal Binds use his Japanese bondage techniques on hanging her from a boulder. She hesitates and as of 4:09 she hasnt answered my emails and calls.
The food was great
. The waitress
was great.
Two out of three ain't bad.
I'm rushing to meet Nathan Sabatino, record producer husband of Colleena, my former gallerist from Tucson.More later

From Tumblr to Vice

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My good friend (and producer) Nadine Roselle was working with a crew from Vice.com in Aravaca, Az and they were going to be finished with their border doc in time to shoot something else while in Tucson. Nadine recommended me and two days later after Nadine's birthday they came to my house. In the meantime I had been in LA visiting my visiting French photographer friend , Robert Chouraqui and his nephew Yann in Joshua Tree, and going to galleries and slutwear shops along Hollywood blvd with my host photographer Dave Naz. Veronica Fernandez put a shot of me on instagram and my life (in LA) changed. Jeremy Danger
(JeremyDanger and his beautiful make-up artist)


saw it and asked me to be a victim in his vampire film

(note the chocolate on my tender cheeks)shot with my camera by Travis
. Breakfast on Veronica at Fred Segal's. Then before leaving back to Tucson I went to luch with my writer friend Elia Katz at Mandarin.
Most people are frightened of porn. I am not and I find tumblr to be a great source of porn and art.
 I found a shot of a woman wearing a chastity belt under her bikini. It wasnt until later that I learned it was a `doctored' photo of Lindsay Lohan.
. I wanted to do a similar photo and when Vice asked to come film me I thought of Tatum in a chastity belt with a bikini covering part of it. I caught 4 hours of fitful sleep at Motel 6 in Blythe.

then south to Tonopah for the hot baths. This is an abandoned building I have shot many of my favorite models like Katy and Melanie (separately)

and graffiti on one of the walls


then onto Gila Bend and breakfast burrito at Sofie's on the westside of town.





Two hours after I got back from a LA, Billy on camera and Chloe

 producing were at my house. then came Tatum. The shoot went excellent and she looked magnificent and secure in her chastity. I suggested they interview me with Tatum changing
(Tatum in velvet sequenced outfit from Love Lady on Hollwood)

a crazy see thru leotard from Lady Love.


Tatum returning to the set wearing new mesh leotard and heels


Tatum trying on various pokadot bikini bottoms from my collection



Tatum adjusts her chastity belt

outfits behind me. I opened a box of Kroll erotica and a box of Kroll artists and flipped through some while Tatum changed clothes behind me.




Fortunately, Billy had his tool kit

and he was able to length it and it fit her eventually on her waist. Chloe helped to get the lock to work.

Went over to the pool and made some more delicious shots. 


Tatum safely on her way to the community pool

Tatum checks out Fetish Girls

Tatum walks around the pool

Forever the bad boy, I had Tatum read the community pool rules



. After I had shot all I could think of I asked Billy if he had an idea and he suggested she go for a swim. brillilliant. Thanks Billy



postscript: to get your own chastity belt A! please go to freshfetish.net. They are not expensive but she will feel so much more secure.






Its 2 eighteen am and I'm between sleeping posts in the Atlanta airport main lobby

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As might happen my Delta flight was delayed coming out of LaGuardia in New York and I missed my connection in Atlanta for Tucson, my home. It is 112 degrees where I live so maybe sleeping amongest the travelers and homeless at the airport is a blessing. I fly out tomorrow and arrive in Tucson near noon and I have a reservation at the Shady Dell in Bisbee by 3 pm. Im staying in the 1950 Spartanette and shooting my friend Tatum.


Two days ago I spent the day at Philip Johnson's glass house

 outside New Caanan, Conn, introduced by my sister Lisa

two days before that I went to the Met and saw Irving Penn's exhibit. They had his travelling background and my daughter Leah shot me with her phone in front of it.



none of these things remind me of my El Salvadoran restaurant at the swap meet on Dexler but Im putting it here anyway because its almost 3 am in Atanta.


Before I left for NYC to see family and a few friends (based on the advice from Kurt Vonnegut's purported commencement speech ("sunscreen") I sent Cy, my assistant, into my local Subways next to the Bashas's supermarket I'm no longer allowed in. I gave him $10 to buy himself lunch and when I joinded him minutes later with his earning there was a man with his young son waiting to order food. The young man behind the counter saw me and yelled "get out....you're not allowed in here. You took a photograph of one of our workers and she didnt want to be photographed."
I was embarrassed and freaked by his reaction. I remember asking and taking one photo of a young blonde woman. I left getting the phone number for his boss. I called the boss and explained I had just been kicked out of my local subways for taking a photo of a worker that I thought agreed to let me take her photo.  He knew of the incident agreed with me that he had no right to tell me to leave.
 For whatever reason this occurrence turned me away from taking photos as I have done all my professional photographer life. Danny Lyons nor Robert Frank could do today what they did decades ago and neither can I. The Subway incident drove me back iinside to my long ignored archive.


my artist friend Kayla when I lived in Silver Lake district of LA.


my friend Maya on Fillmore st in SF before she got married


big Sarah ock climbing in heels



Skye putting on her make-up



Nancy Lewis (part of my collection)

I guess I'll go find me another abandoned chair to sleep on. I dont see myself travelling by plane to New York City for another several years. It bad for my sleeping pattern.







From the Cockettes to raisinettes

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When I moved permanently into my mother's house in Tucson I went to the community halloween party in my wealthy seemingly white only gated community. I was the only person in costume and hardly anyone spoke to me. That hasn't changed in 9 years.
Last week my new friend, Jocko Weyland,
David Sherman and Jocko Weyland

had a going away party at David and Rebecca's new Exploded View annex on Drachman and 4th avenue that has a pool. They showed the documentary on the SF crazy 60's group, The Cockettes, so, of course, I went in part drag. An homage. I was the only one in drag!
I hang out with artist/student Sadie Shaw and she helped me customize my Goodwill girl bathing suit top.
me and Sadie b4 going to the pool party

She brought a girlfriend, Erin, recently moved from Seattle.



I took as many shots of people as I could.


two women at the party

I set up a small studio with the available light and wanted a shot with Jocko and wanted us "kissing" and to my amazement he kissed me. Uhgg!



I've returned to the Saguaros baseball games. Great game. In the last three, they have one 3 times. One game they were behind 8 to zip in the 6th inning and WON! I see my friend cowboy (James) and we chat. Steve Romaniello and I went after a fabulous shrimp dinner he cooked (I provided the berry salad). We got there by 9 pm and saw three great innings! One game Sadie came late but brought her sexy legs.


A cow attends a Saguaros game


the raisonettes in the title refers to the fact my doctor Griffin confirms I'm diabetic so what i used to stuff my face with is... no more.



The morning after LA

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For the first time in two hot months in Tucson then Blythe ovenite I was able to open my window and feel cool air! I had to cut my trip in LA short to go find some family photos for a short documentary film VICE did produced by Chloe Campion. I've had mostly bad memories of Banning, CA the town below the mountain school Idywild where Leah, my daughter, went to high school for a few years.
Last nigth started no different staying at the quaint Stagecoach Inn at the extreme westside of Baning on Ramsey street. After paying too much ($80) I asked where the ice machine was and was told there was NO ice machine. How retarded is that!
This monring I noticed Consuelo's home style Mexican restaurant, parked and went in after awhile Til and Bobby Diligence, the rapper came in and I went over and asked to shoot her hair.




Then we talked and he told me he had gone to Berkeley to studio recording and music. Liked them both a lot. I hope I see them again...seeing how they revived my hope for mankind.

I had gone to LA to attend Victor Lightworship, Steve Diet Goedde and Dave Naz's photo opening at the Garboushian gallery in Beverly Hills which runs through August 11th. But stayed for the beautiful women.

The women behind the men...Susan Lightworship, Yee and Ori Small.


Jenna Cree proud MTF trans woman


Giselle Palmer, a Siegler model


Sarah, who asked to meet me.

I thought for a minute that I would be shooting these three beauties over the three days I was to be in LA but none of that happened. Instead I got to enjoy the TOLEDO show at the Petite Heritage in Hollywood. He and his show was beyond.


Toledo with singer and rapper behind him

Toledo singerdancer

a beauty in the small audience in the small room upstairs at the hotel

photo by Dave Naz

but the most important thing about my LA  visit was reuniting with Susan Smith, my friend and model from 29 years ago! We have stayed friends all these years but this was the first time we were together in a foreign city like LA and it was beautiful.  Her cool dog, Bella, isn't adjusting as ell to the 
move and I hope she is better today










I'm going to the Kaw River in Kansas to find dinosaur bones and buffalo bones

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and to hold up an Irving Klaw photo in front of the Kaw river. Right this minute I'm dining at the Panederia Mexico II in Burlington, the last town in eastern Colorado state on Interstate 70.

The big news is Vice has done a video on me photographing Tatum at my house. Chloe produced it and she sent me a link to the short version. The big version will air 8/19 but if one follows this link below they will see me: https://www.go90.com/videos/2i6qYKoKCFd .

Micheale

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I met her in Mona's bakery and she was in weathered cowboy boots and a winning smile to go with the Drew Barrymore looks. We exchanged emails and that was the last I heard from her till I got an email from Costa Rico saying she was with her aunt. I sugested she come work for me when she got back. when she got back I was in LA and finally she came to work.
She knows everything about cactus and succulents and she had to disappear for hours certain days to water them for someone else but she was great for me because she had a model's figure and she was athletic so she could model my clothes and after I could describe the piece and list it on my list of "from the collection of Eric Kroll".
One of sevne sisters, she's in the middle and raised in the desert outside Oracle with religious parents. None of that kept Micheale from being wild.
She had no trouble lighting my fire.

in the rain wash of the Rillito closing the Tanque Verde loop to all but somersaults.


She was, at times, dangerous in her drunken tomboy ways like doing cartwheels for my camera and the HOME ASSOCIATION.


but when she was good ...she was very good


home security


Micheale cooking me breakfast in my thriftstore buys.



Micheale going out the door

once I went to do something and was horrified to see her defiantly hanging from my garage door frame. That reminded me too much of a wild Jessica Freebird ten feel off the ground covered in 
magic marker Obama slogans in 1988. BUT thus was 2017!

Micheale endangers my garage door frame.

I'm recently type 2 diabetic and Micheale started preparing healthy lunches


I had the waitress at City Limits restaurant in Colby take this photo of me.

I've been putting alot of my photos on instagram under my site (kroll.eric) and the shot below (Felice walks her Portland dogs), they censored. Oh well. We live and create in scrubbed times.











I hate Mondays or how I went looking for buffalo bones and found myself

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in thrift stores. I am cornering the market in women's bathing suits. Its hard to believe the crazy swim suits I find in small towns for no more than $3.50.
This past Tucson gem and mineral (and fossil) show I bought brown Buffalo bones that an amateur paleotologist had found. I asked the seller couple where they came from and I was told the Kaw river in the mud. I asked if I could accompany them next time they went down the Kaw (Kansas river) and they said "no". So I decided to go myself.
At first it seemed my friend Carmelo would come too and came out to Tucson from SF

me and Carmelo over food

 but his back acted up and he bowed out. My rental was packed with women's outfits

 in case Carmelo and I found models on modelmayhem in the middle of nowhere USA. I tried but never got a single response from model mayhem even though the daily Vice documentary was out this week (https://www.go90.com/videos/2i6qYKoKCFd) and I am now on instagram and already have over 400 followers (Kroll.eric).
While preparing for the trip I realized I could take an Irving Klaw photo and shoot it over the Kaw river!!!! Purpose no. 2.

an Irving Klaw on the Kaw river


I made plans to stop in Santa Fe to visit with my many friends there and 4 of which had white hair.
me, Bob Richardson (the father of my son, Willie Bo and Bard college best buddy), Jerry Ginzburg, third husband of my Taos girlfriend Soozie McMeans, and Richard Lowenberg, my friend from Boulder in the late '60's.
I visited with my older brother Jeff north of Albuquerque, NM


me and my brother more than 70 years later

I tried to visit a friend in Boulder but the Colorado Springs rush hour traffic scared me off and I got onto small roads till  hit Limon, Colorado.

in the courtyard of my Burlington, Colorado motel



the Kit Carson Carosel in Burlington, Colorado

I never thought I'd like instagram but I do. I get to pontificate over my photos and I get to connect with other people. Kurt Vonnequt said that a suggestion to go somewhere made by a stranger is a dancing lesson from God and someone from instagram read how I was in Oakley, Kansas and I should drive over to Monument Rocks off highway 83...which I did.



I started hitting the mother lode once I got to Kansas. So far I have sent back ten good size boxes of swag I have found.


window in Nu-2-U thriftstore in eastern Colorado

Josie I met pumping gas in Colby, Kansas and I asked her what she did for a living and she said "I sell drugs". I asked her if she wanted to be photographed and she said she was late to get to Colorado. It wasnt for several hundred miles that i realized she sold legal pot in Colorado!


I found three spectacular stores in over 2,000 miles (mostly Kansas). One was in Colby, Kansas called the Colby Flea Market owned by Deb Johnson and her husband. everything in it was worth owning. "We sell memories". and the other was in downtown Russell, Kansas acros from the (old time) community run vintage Dream movie house. The Miscellany Antiques is owned by Neal who graduated from CU Boulder 4 years before I graduated in 1969. He claimed, and I think he's right, his store is the only store to sell vintage erotica and I bought!
Neal from Miscellany Antiques


the third store that tookk my heart was owned by Rocky and his dad called the Poehler Mercantile Antique Mall in Emporia, KS. 

Rocky and his dad from the Antique mall. His dad was the local high school sports coach and in the back of the mall is a sports museum with cool uniforms tacked to the wall and a gigantic cut out of Wilt the Stilt Chamberland with moveable parts to help backetball kids to shoot around tall opponents.

a bigger than life cut out of Wilt Chamberlain.

The reason I hate Mondays is museums are closed on mondays and invariably that's the day I need to get in. As I moved along the Kansas (Kaw) river I learned that it is the largest tributary of the Missiouri river and begins in Kansas City and merges with the Republican river in Junction City, Ks. During storms buffalo and prehistoric bones are apt to be found on the banks of the Kaw river but I had no canoe partner (Carmelo was back in LA). I began visiting the boat ramps along the Kaw river from Juncrtion City to Kansas City.



Stacy, owner of Stacy's open since 1969 in Junction City, Ks


Della worked in my hotel situated above Stacy's restaurant on a hill

my friend Jam Jam or Jamie who knows dinosaurs told me I had to see the Sternberg museum in Hays, Kansas so I did.
scared the sh...t out of me

To balance out my trip I stopped in Lawrence, Ks to have whole fish at a szcheun restaurant and to visit the house William S. Burroughs lived in for 13 years on Learnard st.



 In the meantime as I added more and more photos to my instagram site I saw a drawing by Kryztof Nemeth and we arranged to make a swap. He asked for my address and I happened to ask him where he lived. KANSAS CITY. He wasnt able to find me a canoe or canoe and rower but we did meet at his house and swap phoots I had brought with me for art he had made. I was very impressed by his erotica. I night after we spoke on the phone and the night before we met he did a fab drawing of Bettie Page which I now own!


I dont have pets like cats because when I lived on and off with Felice for 8 years she was allergic and I couldnt handle the hair in my negs. For some reason Kryztof's two cats loved my black case.

I stopped in Ford, Kansas and made myself dinner on the picnic table on highway 54 that ran thru town, then moved on to Dodge.


no this is not the upcoming preview of the total eclipse of the sun. It is the glory holes in a peep show in a strange adult bookstore off Interstate 70.



























The Long Version of the Vice documentary on me and my work is on VICE.com

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https://video.vice.com/en_us/video/meet-the-godfather-of-erotic-photography/59a07dc0ff0b9e932c2a8030?ref=vice

what I can't put on instagram

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Ashlyn having her heel put on


Ashlyn reaches out in my backyard cactus gatdrn of Eden


trying organically to stimulate her nipples


with John Holmes aka Johnny Wadd blow up doll


her beauty allows her to command


Missy helps Ashlyn avoid rge dangers of the old man cactus in my side garden.




Behind Ashlyn is Weegee portrait of Hans Belmer sculpture in my bedroom












"You post any of these photos and I'll Contact the Authorities"

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when I was younger and someone threatened me I'd tear them to pieces but I am older and I will forget her as easy as bad weather. I shot a woman today with her bad tattoos and cut marks and what turned out to be her inexperience. She signed my model release and gave me her id and minutes after leaving to go dance at the Reef she called in tears saying she never should have given me her social security number. I assured her no one would see it but it was the only way to publish the photos I had taken. I had done some shots of her masturbatiing with a thorn on a gaggle of Samsonite colored luggage in my living room. (I try and bring nature into my erotica ...and humor). She called saying her dad would kick her out of his house if he saw the shots. (She's supposedly a mature adult at 23 years old) I explained she should have thought of that before posing. I called her back and told her I wouldnt endanger her living conditions and wouldnt publish the shots. Then I sent her a shot of her nude from the back carrying the Betty Page original photo I had given her as payment for her time (Kroll swag), a shot of her fully clothed next to a vintage doll with red hair I had recently bought in Truth or Consequences, and a shot of her doing her make-up with Andy Warhol behind her and my face under her. She wrote me saying if I published these shots she'd go to the authorites.
Minutes ago she wrote me saying since I didnt give her a copy of the model release she signed, but didnt ask for, it was illegal. I'm not certain what planet she is from but her reasoning is simple and wrong.
But as I wrote above...it is easier to forget her and I will until Puerto Rico freezes over or dirt turns to jade or salt turns to ginger.

I almost die on my birthday

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I went away to enjoy tide pools on my 71 st birthday like I used to do with my two daughters at two different times when they were growing up in San Francisco. I took the train to LA from Tucson. Pleasant enough. Left Tucson at 8:30 pm and my old friend and former student Hugh Williams picked me up at Union Station at 6 am and we went over to Canter's on Fairfax for breakfast.
He dropped me at Dave and Ori's above Melrose in west Hollywood. Later Amy, Numa, Durmel, Dave, Ori, Steve and Yee met me at Hamaya on 1803 Sawtelle for pre birthday dinner. Very pleasant.

I should have known trouble ahead since the woman I was going away with didnt show.
Her birthday was the next day and I was late getting there after breakfast with Elia and Dave at Fred Segal's on Melrose. She said she was nausceous but we left.
Every moment felt tense. She wasnt feeling well. Didnt like the way i drove. Everything was wrong. I ended up buying take out at a Mexican joint closing the minute I walked in (8pm). The place we were renting was pleasant with horses, chickens, dogs and children in what Steinbeck called the salad bowl of America south of Salinas. (Much too much pesticides in the air)




 The next day i cooked us breakfast in our (complete) kitchen.




 She wasnt feeling well. The original idea was to go to SF and eat in this prison workers restaurant on Embercadero street on my birthday. She said she wanted to leave the next day back to her home by 11 am instead of dinner in SF. She said she was well enough to do one thing that day. Visit the John Steinbeck museum in Salinas and see the van he lived in. No mention of tide pools. humm. shitty I thought. We argued and she drove to the Monterrey peninsula tide pools and wouldn't also do Steinbeck.




Later we stopped long enough for sunblock and
chicken at Safeway. Tense. No fun.

That nite we watched Tony Curtis and Burt Lancaster  with blonde bombshell Barbara Nichols in Sweet Smell of Success, a fabulous 1957 noire with cinema work by James Wong Howe ( I have shots of him on a Cass Carr camera outing with Betty Page).
The next day (my birthday) she screams at me and I offer to sit in the back which I do resizing early photos of mine. She's blasting Van Halen and driving fast. I happen to look up and on the road between highway 101 and Interstate 5 she's driving holding her cell phone in her right hand and passing a gas truck. I look and there is a car coming fast right at us with no lane to avoid us! I scream "WHAT ARE YOU DOING" and she suddenly realizes she is about to kill us and slams on her breaks and gets back into her lane. I said I wanted to drive. She almost killed us in a head on, but she wont let me.

Back at her house we agreed NEVER to see each other again. Wow. We should be dead today, tomorrow and forever.

October 2017

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I have photos I wish to show.
a bluish Tatum taken at the Shady Del vintage trailer park. Bisbee, Az. 2017


Denietta takes a shower at the Majestic hotel. SF 2004


Felice uses a weezy allowing her to stand and pee. 2004


Felice going out in SF. 2004

Felice and Petra in Tucson in my mother's house before I cluttered it


spank marks?


I ofter used to take chances when shooting in public places. In the end I was never allowed back into the Majestic hotel. SF 2004


Felice and fake tits and a bottle of wine. Majestic Hotel 2004


Denietta watches Felice at work on our living room computer 2004


Felice and Petra kissing in matching adult diapers and nipple augmentation


Teddy, Felice and a glass of orange juice



Felice applying nipple augmentation





yesterday (Oct. 28,2017) as the light was fading. new pantyhose, old corset girdle


me and Willa Mayo, the beautiful daughter of Tina and Mike. I shot this in Jim Reed's cool house. In his bedroom. It was so poleasant to work with someone who wasnt uptight.






















The All Souls Procession on Grande Avenue

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For me there are four events in Tucson- The fossil and gem show, the rodeo, the Yaqui ceremonies around Lent and the All Souls Procession.  The later happened Sunday, November 5th with a full harvest moon. I went with my new friends Kathy Spain

and Ed Musante. I wanted to be there during sunlite hours since my camera no longer can shoot under low lite. I've dropped it too many times. The few hours of light were grand on Grande avenue.
Ed and Kathy were upset that their neighborhood Neuroticos Anonimos meeting was closed.



the faces!


beauty on Grande avenue


with sealed lips


celebrating life


note her skull skirt


tourquoise on Grande


soul


man and his dog


trapped inside their own front yard!


beauty from the side




elegance on Grande


stilts as high heels



a Sonora dog as friend


honoring the dead



beauty sitting down on Grande



a grin from ear to ear


beauty before the procession


a mom celebrates her son


hugs all around



a selfie on Grande


magnificence on Grande avenue


as it got dark I noticed a dj above the street

I dropped my friends at their house and went over to Steve Romaniello who with Karen Brennan was building an alter to friends who had passed away. Some I knew, some I didn't. Joanne Stuhr came over form the procession. Karen sang a song and we spoke about our departed friends.


Then Steve cooked us a delicious celebratory dinner of squash, cauliflower, beans and a piece of cheese.


Then I went home saddened and glad.



















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